The Misadventures of an Enthusiast of Love |
I'm on a mission to experience love, not just romantic love as most people would expect, but to find love of myself, love of others, love of the divine, and last of all, love of a man. I figure I'll begin with love of myself because as the old saying goes, "You can't love someone else until you love yourself." Here I go again on my own... |
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Notes Better than fine…I’ve been eating better, getting lots of exercise lugging thousands of pounds of books (literally) out of the bookstore, and going to visit my mom everyday to keep her going. I’ve been reading, finishing up grad school applications, and may even be going on a date this weekend. Better than fine, indeed….
Although, since I’ve taken my year vow of celibacy to get my shit together, I haven’t been “pleased”, if you know what I mean. I took this crazy vow because I tend to get “caught up” with men and lose myself. Which means, I’VE been taking care of EVERYTHING (ahem). My year is almost up, hallelujah! I can’t take it anymore. My attitude towards men is much healthier, and I even have back-up goals to my goals. Well, maybe not healthier, I’m more apt to use men for my pleasure, but before, it was all about them. Eventually, I’ll find a happy medium, I think, but as of April 17, 2010, the year is up. It’s on like Donkey Kong, and I feel bad for the poor soul that feels my sexual wrath.
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